It is utterly amazing how the universe works. If I’m being completely honest, I’m not even sure how I ended up in the villain vault, but I am glad I’m here. The amount of pure rage that I feel almost on a daily basis as the world burns is super uncomfortable. But as you stated, And as my therapist has stated we need to feel because it’s so much easier to run away. And just this year, have I finally given up on trying to fix people who don’t deserve my help, and who I don’t need to help.
You’re willingness to be open and express those deep and raw emotions as what keeps me, and others coming back. You’re real. There’s no show.
This piece hit me hard, especially this section "I used to be afraid of my own rage, the damage I can do if I dared unleashed my wrath onto the world. It took years of regret to realize that I could fall into rage’s arms and know it was my inner teen holding me close—looking down at my rosy cheeks, bruised with salty tears, saying “you’ve got the right to be mad.”"
I've been so resistant to reaching out to inner teen but she's been on my mind a lot lately, I'm taking this as the sign I needed to stop hiding her away. Thank you for sharing 🖤
this was visceral to experience and I am in awe of how all of our journeys are unique but also connected with collective grief rage and generational curses. thank you
This was such an enchanting read, thank you for sharing this. Your description reminded me of Lilith, the beauty and power in owning your rage and experiencing it without shame.
I’m reading this through tears knowing how much I needed to read this. I’ve been mad for so long and suppressing it for years, worried about what my anger could do. I needed this to realize how much I need to channel it and simply live with it.
Thank you, Lex, for all of what you do here ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
It is utterly amazing how the universe works. If I’m being completely honest, I’m not even sure how I ended up in the villain vault, but I am glad I’m here. The amount of pure rage that I feel almost on a daily basis as the world burns is super uncomfortable. But as you stated, And as my therapist has stated we need to feel because it’s so much easier to run away. And just this year, have I finally given up on trying to fix people who don’t deserve my help, and who I don’t need to help.
You’re willingness to be open and express those deep and raw emotions as what keeps me, and others coming back. You’re real. There’s no show.
wow this touched my soul ❤️🔥 thank you for your presence here.
This piece hit me hard, especially this section "I used to be afraid of my own rage, the damage I can do if I dared unleashed my wrath onto the world. It took years of regret to realize that I could fall into rage’s arms and know it was my inner teen holding me close—looking down at my rosy cheeks, bruised with salty tears, saying “you’ve got the right to be mad.”"
I've been so resistant to reaching out to inner teen but she's been on my mind a lot lately, I'm taking this as the sign I needed to stop hiding her away. Thank you for sharing 🖤
ugh yesss ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥 so happy this resonated for you!
this was visceral to experience and I am in awe of how all of our journeys are unique but also connected with collective grief rage and generational curses. thank you
This was such an enchanting read, thank you for sharing this. Your description reminded me of Lilith, the beauty and power in owning your rage and experiencing it without shame.
thank you so much ❤️🔥
I’m reading this through tears knowing how much I needed to read this. I’ve been mad for so long and suppressing it for years, worried about what my anger could do. I needed this to realize how much I need to channel it and simply live with it.
Thank you, Lex, for all of what you do here ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
❤️🔥🥹❤️🔥 I went through the same thing! I’m so happy you feel my heart through this post and that it helped you in any way 🌹
wow needed this. i put shame to my rage because it feels “outside” of who i am. but it is a piece of me and it is okay to channel it
This is so fucking hot. 🔥😈🖤